the deal of a lifetime

I want a deal—not just any deal either—I want the deal of a lifetime. I want an eternal companion I can share mutual trust, love, care, and the goal of growing together forever. 

That's a lot to ask, so I figure if I give my everything and can have that, I've been given the deal of a lifetime, and I'll never let it go. 

It's hard to even wish for this to come my way since I believed I had it once already, but when only one person wants this type of deal it turns out to be more than anyone bargained for. It turns into a mess. 

So I'll just keep my eyes wide open watching for a gem. I'll keep my heart open to knowing when it is getting what it needs—the real deal, the whole shebang, the deal of a lifetime.