pushed

forever

to the edge

out

into traffic

over the precipice

beyond the limits 

where no one can reach me

not even you

to love

in feelings

like a commodity

to understand 

how the world works

without all the facts

and now no one seems to care

to pull me back in

through the doorway

into light—your light

to acknowledge

a wish 

a hope 

an intuition

to wait and watch

for time to tell what's in your heart