lost

Grief
Joy
Change
Good and bad
Running
Resting
(Barely resting)
Needing so much
Getting rid of so much
Taking on too much
Losing so much
Hoping for so much
Pushing the world away
To open the door for more
Or less
Who knows
What I need
Not me
So who
When will the dust settle
When will home find me
What do I need to lose
To find some peace